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My name is Sandra and I am from the eastern part,this is my story...I was raped when i was 14 and it affected me so much that throughout my secondary education I never had any male frnds and talking to a boy then was a problem. It continue till I finished my secondary school and luckily for me I gained admission into one of the university in the eastern part and there my problem continued again.
After 5yrs of my encounter, I fell in love with this guy in same school with me same level but different faculty, at first it was so beautiful loving him but at a point it went sour because he started beating me whenever he is angry and at most times will force himself on me after the beatings... I would cry and say I will never forgive him most times,I will call it quit but when he asks for forgiveness I will forgive him, most times I wonder if I am under a charm or what... That's not were it stopped, I became pregnant, I told him and he said he is not ready to be a father that I should abort it which I agreed.
I aborted it and it affected me academically because I did it after my 1st semester yr 2 exams, I cried and ask God 2 forgive and told him that I dont want the relationship again and he pleaded with me that infact no more s*x I agree and believed in him but it was all a lie because right now I've done the 3rd abortion and yet stil in love with him even after my pastor told me that I dont have a future with him and that he will destroy me and my future and leave me for another girl... Please I need help,I am running mad,this whole thing is affecting me badly both academically... What do I do course some part of me still want to be with this guy but life n future is astake.
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